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I cannot believe the time for me to go on this mission trip is almost here. I will arrive at the training camp on 8/31, which is absolutely bonkers. Thank you so much to all of you who have supported me through the journey leading up to this big moment. This past week while I have been getting ready to leave, I have had so many mixed emotions. I am beyond excited to go on this trip, see the world, and follow God’s will. On the other hand, I am absolutely terrified. I am going to miss my people so much and doubt keeps glaring over me. Am I good enough? Is this really the thing God has in store for me? But as I sit and pray about it, I am reminded that I should not rely on my own capabilities, but I should instead rely on the Lord and His power. I am in fact weak and hopeless if I am not working through God. It is about what God can do, not what I can do. I am merely just a vessel God has chosen to work through and I am beyond grateful He has chosen to work through me. Isaiah 41:10 is a good reminder – “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” So, despite all the fear and anxiety I have leading up to this I still have a clear sense of peace and confidence that the Lord is with me. So here we go!

3 responses to “Faith > Fear”

  1. We continue to hold you in our prayers! May confidence, faith, hope and love be in your heart!! May God guide you and lead you on this world journey and may you discover and learn God’s bounding loving kindness!
    Love to you and many blessings,
    Chris and Dana Luft (Sam and Matt too)💕